Probably the most.. nonsensical day EVUR!

So yeah.. Yesterday I updated about that I would go on a appointment in an teaching hospital, which I did, but.. you'll understand the title of this post when you just read the following.. ÖwÖ

I woke up at 7am (WHICH IS WAAAAAY TO EARLY~ >_<) and then we drove about 2 hours to get to this hospital.
We had to wait like over half an hour cause we arrived waaaay to early (half an hour to be exact + the time in the waiting room.. cause thb, when will they ever be in time?)
Anyways.. so the doctor then talked to me like 15 minutes or something, did some test with my hip and stuff.. just to tell me that I should've brought the x-ray's radiographs my orthopedist made in december, bc they are way more important then the MRT's.. while my orthopedist told me the other way.
Then he told me that the problem with my hip doesn't seem THAT serious so I'll PROBABLY will NOT need a surgery.. while my orthopedist told me the other way.. again.

Well~ so you can guess, me and my mother (and my mother's friend who drove us there, cause we don't a car unfortunately) were really pissed off since we had to drive back another 2 hours >_<

DAY WAS WASTED! -.-

If you have anything to cheer me up.. go ahead! ÖwÖ

Morning & Hip Surgery Update stuff XD

Okay, I sériously dunno why I put an XD behind that surgery thingy but yea.. and what is this apostrophe above the "e"? lol Am I tuning spanish or anything..?

Yeeea~ I'm sorry XDDD

So yea I just woke up so excuse my craziness, cause I'm still a bit dizzy ÖwÖ

Okay anyways! Tomorrow I have to go to this appointment in a hospital (which is 2 hours by car away =A=) where the final decision will be made wether I'm going to need a surgery or not.. so I guess, wish me luck guys? ^^''

I'm kinda scared of the outcome.. 

I really dun want a surgery.. but if, I'll have to have a break from YT for like over half a year which would really suck >_<

Lastly: Yesterday.. or the day before (?) I uploaded the 2nd chapter of my Big Bang fanfic Clumsy People! Please check it out right here: http://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/124684/2/clumsy-people-it-could-ve-turned-out-worse

:DD 

That's it for today~ bye~~ <33

THANK YOU GUYS *w* ♥

Just wanted to thank everyone for over 10,000 views on my Roly Poly video!! ÖwÖ
You have NO idea how happy and honored I feel! 

Thank you! Please keep surpporting me~ :DD <3

Update the second! ;A;

Yay~ here I am, back again.. with another update kinda blog post~
So as I was telling you back on wednesday, I was getting a MRT done..
Yea, we pretty much drove like half an hour just that I can lay in like a tube for 15 minutes and than we drove back for another 30 mins..
This day was very VERY productive Ö_Ö
I got my radiographs and that was basically it.
The doctor there at this hospital told me that everything further will be discussed with my orthopedist.
The rest of the day I was suffering from tiredness and than went to bed with a terrible headache.. though I should've studied some japanese because on thursday my japanese lessons continued since vacations are over now ^_^
I haven't studied the least bit in the whole 2 weeks of vacation but I came along well with the material only the adjectives gave me kinda trouble ._.
That was pretty much it XDDD nothing interesting I know but I'm kinda bored right now so I felt like posting this ö_ö

Oh yea, I have another 2 things to tell you..
#1 I have a Tumblr for those of you who didn't know XD
It was my blog before I changed to blogger so I'm just using it as a casual tumblr right now!
If you're interested in anything Big Bang/T.O.P related then please follow me~ :DD
http://geexpiriri9.tumblr.com/

#2 Those who I'm friends with on facebook (well those who read the statuses) know that I'm writing a Big Bang Fan Fiction. Since I'm german, I've written it in german and I'm in the middle of the story right now but I managed it to translate the first chapter into english so if you're bored in once a while than please go check it out here ^^ http://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/124684/clumsy-people-it-could-ve-turned-out-worse
If you don't mind, tell me what you think about it C:

So that's it for now.. Byeee~ <3

Update the first! Ö_Ö meh

Yeaaaa~ I recently (well, it was some hours ago..) watched a video, that finally got me and my f*ckin' lazy ass up, out off my bed and on my feet to finally update my everything! ÖwÖ
So in the last time I got somewhat lazy.. (somewhat?! you mean VERY VERY MUCH!!!, xx Jiminy cricket) I haven't updated facebook, nor this blog, and what I am really really sorry for, I haven't uploaded any proper new videos on my channel! T^T
I'm truly very sorry to everyone!

So when I was watching that one video I mentioned above (which wouldn't make any sense to link here cause it is in german and I believe most of you reading this aren't german XD if not.. tell me? :3)
Okay anyways.. it kinda opened my eyes about the whole YouTube thing and what YT should actually be there for!
I believe there are a lot of people thinking "Let's make many videos, gain loads of subscribers and than we can get lazy and be fame.."
THIS IS TOTALLY STUPID! Ö_Ö
tbh.. I was very lazy with even replying to comments and recording and stuff
I always procastinated things til I forgot >_<
so to everyone: I'm so sorry!!! Even if you don't care about me not replying but I feel very bad for not doing it!
I realized that it isn't of a good character to just lay back and wait for everything to come to you because actually if you REALLY want somethign you should work for it VERY HARD! 
And I really want you to watch and like me and my videos, cause it's my dearest passion to dance!

As for me, there is no excuse for not uploading any videos. I guess it is a reason but definitely no excuse!
So as for what I realized today, I decided to manage my uploading of videos in the following way ---> When I have a proper working tripod I'll make a dancing video every 2 weeks!

Since I haven't got one yet (Yea, I lost the plate.. -___-) I'll try to record a comeback as soon as possible! (This means when I found someone to film it!)
This will probably include 2 to 3 dances ^__^
2 japanese (H!P & Vocaloid) and 1 korean~

I'm especially looking forward to the H!P one cause I haven't been dancing to their music in quite a while though I was mainly doing H!P when I started dancing ._.
Somebody was messaging me if I still will do any H!P dances~ that made me actually really sad for some reason ;A;
And the korean.. I already know which song it'll be . . it's also gonna be a part of a collab~ :DD

Yeaa~ I felt obligated to post a picture cause this post gets already really long XD (This is me in my recent look XD)


Anyways~ oh what I also wanted to talk about~
I'm in this project called LoliPopProject (YT: http://www.youtube.com/user/LoliPopProject)
And we were silent for a while and I'm pretty happy that we'll have our comeback soon~
So I just.. kinda.. wanted to get this off my chest, cause I feel very excited for that one as well haha :3

Okay so LASTLY:
Today (yea it's like 2:30am at my place right now~) I'm gonna have a MRT (magnetic resonance tomography) done today, because of my hips which I've written about some posts ago ö_ö
I'm actually pretty pissed about that, cause I'm sure there'll be nothing good coming out from this whole thing >_>

NOW THAT YOU HAVE READ THE WHOLE THING (or not.. XD) I'M THANKING YOU FOR YOUR ATTENTION AND SUPPORT <3333
I'M PROBABLY UPDATING AGAIN TOMORROW (WHICH MEANS LATER TODAY XDD)
Lub u~ <3

Wonder Girls Be My Baby Dance Cover ^___^

New dance cover is up~~ <3 please watch and enjoy and maybe write a comment and tell me what you think ^_^
Also this is my submission to the wonder girls dance cover contest so please cross fingers~ :3 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=My99wPlR6QU

Everything ruined

Hello guys ^^
I know this blog got very silent in the last months, but yeah not much happened and I'm pretty sure you guys dun wanna read about my fangirling and stuff Ö_Ö
Anyways, I have some very bad news, very bad . . so here we go
Today I went to see a orthopedic specialist and the diagnosis were that I have a serious problem with my hip!
The doctor told me that dancing is really bad in my situation and if I don't get an operation I'll get a artificial hip at the year of 40!
I'll get this operation (like for what reason do I wanna wait in pain til I get a artificial hip at that young age!), but afterwards I mustn't dance for AT LEAST half a year . . and still dancing won't be good for my health.
So everything I have planned for my future is litterally ruined. Shattered right in front of my eyes!
I think you can tell how bad I'm feeling right now!
After I heard what the doctor said I first had to realize it cause seriously, dancing is like my life!
I dance everyday and when I'm feeling sad than dancing is like a medicine for me!
And now someone tells me that dancing is the worst thing for my health.
This operation will probably be after my external exam's in July/August!
I'll try to postpone them to September though so I dun have to be in hospital when it's summer.

So yeah that's what happened to me today . .
I willl upload a new dance on weekend for the Wonder Girls Be My Baby Dance Contest and I hope you'll support me and cross finger so I can win a flight to korea with 4 days stay, with a round trip through Seoul, JYP Entertainment tour and a chance to meet the Wonder Girls in person! ^___^

Ruined warrior out and over!

Quick update XD

Yaaa~ no vlogs . . again XD I guess I'm not that kind of person vlogging that much or . . good. I'm just not comfortable talking to a camera! >_<
Anyways . . Long time no see, right? Ö_Ö
Time passes by sooo fast TwT It's a while ago since my last blog post or video!
I myself noticed that I became less active in the past year since my 'debut' on youtube ._.
I really really wanna work on that point so you guys dun dissubscribe because there are only a few videos coming in such a long period of time!

Now with this blog post I just wanted to let you know that I'm still alive! ^_^

Last weekend I went on a festival called Japan Day. A bought looooads of stuff that I really wanna show you~ so Imma post later again and show you some awwwwwwesome stuff! xDD

But first Imma go blow dry my hair now~ byeeee~ <3

BROHOHO~ SBS Kpop Star Survival Auditions and other stuff

Okaaaaay~ Those of you who watched my latest video, a dance cover of Sweet Magic (Go check it out: RIGHT HERE -------------------------------
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and also read the desciption, know that I passed the 1st round of SBS Kpop Star Survival Audition, which was the Pre selection per Email.

That means that I can go to live auditions in PARIIIIS! AND I'M LEAVING FOR IT TOMORROWWWWWWWWWW~ WHICH IS AWESOOOOOME!!! ^O^

I'm so suuuuuuuper excited and nevous!!!!! We'll arrive there on sunday midday and then we'll walk around in Paris a bit and on Monday I'm going to the live auditions.

(you should google the location! It looks sooo beautiful, just type ''Theatre Gymnase Marie Bell'') I'll promise I make some vlogs and take looooads of pics and video and post them on yt and fbÖ____Ö

therefore please subscribe to my second channel http://www.youtube.com/user/ZoeOnTOP for watching those vlogs ^_____^

back to audition themed part:

I'm so sure I'll fall or stutter or anything bad I can think of. Ö_______Ö

NYAAAA~ I wanna dieeeeeeeeeeeee~~~ SOOOOOOO EXCITEDDDDD~

Right now, I'm packing my bag right now and I seriously dunno what to take with me. Only staying there for one night . . AND I F*CKIN' DUNNO WHAT TO TAKE WITH ME! *sorry for swearing ^^'*

Weeeeeeell~ I hope all of you wish me good luck for auditions and cross fingers . .

I'm going with a friend, my mom, and my uncle will drive the car :DD

sooooo Imma blog again when I'm back, maybe tweeting while I'm in Paris (just in case you're interested http://twitter.com/#!/geeXpiriri9)

Peace out and over!

Back to school and other things Ö__Ö

First off! My blod has 9 subscribed readers and even if that's not much I'm still very very happy! I'll try to make this blog more interesting for you guys >___<

Well, today was my first day of school after summer vacation and . . yea.
It was nothing special. I changed to a new class and my classmates are very very immature ._. (I must be the oldest in the class, I think Ö_Ö) I only talked to 2 guys of my new class cause they seemed more mature and sympatico . . trolol
Other than that, my timetable annoys the sh*t out of me. SRSLY!
Usually afternoon class is til 3:30pm 3 times a week (something about that) but instead of that we got out at 5pm 2 times in the week. On MONDAYS (=____=) and THURSDAYS (Ò___Ó)
Why afternoon class on thursday annoys me?
Because on that day I have Japanese class at 6:30pm.
So that means I'll need to hurry and won't have time to relax. It takes me 10 minutes walking to get home from school and I need 30 mins with the bus from home to my japanese class, so that means I'll have about 50 mins to eat and do homework! Japanese class ends 8pm so I'll be home at 8:30 AND I'LL BE SO DEAD AFTER EVERY THURSDAY!!

At least there are only 14 weeks til fall vacation Ö_________Ö

btw, I hope I'll find the time to record a dance some day TwT
but NAO I'm gonna ask my mother for food xDDDDD over~